yesterday upon the stair i saw a man that wasn't there he wasn't there again today i wish that man would go away
Friday, July 31, 2009
To Sleep...I Wish
Having said that, at least my bosses fully intend me to use my PTO this year. At Discovery Gateway, a non-profit children's museum, those who work there don't stay for the pay for good reason-it's not exactly rolling in the dough. Having said that, full-time staff members do get a couple of good perks, including a decent amount of PTO per fiscal year. Unfortunately, due to the staffing in my department (or more typically the lack thereof), I lost a fair amount of hours as I was unable to take that time off prior to the end of the fiscal year and those hours don't roll over.
This fiscal year started on July 1st and started the PTO balance anew. I scheduled my stay-cation because I was in desperate need of a break (most if not all of my coworkers would agree with this, as I was rather frazzled by that point and only getting worse). That being said, in an effort to not lose more hours (or my sanity, though it may be too late for that), I am already being encouraged to look at taking some more time off, perhaps in October. As I won't be traveling, I dare say I'll be spending the time basking in the solitude of my new back apartment and reading, or watching Naruto in Japanese on hulu.com. For those of you who are wondering, no I haven't moved into the back yet, but I hope to within the next two or three weeks.
Until then, work is rather interesting to say the least. I'm having a rather fun time with the changes, for all the increased work load is not exactly ideal. I've met one of our new employees, and am looking forward to working with two more over the next couple of days. On the down side, we've had some...fun...issues to work through which will result in increased security measures in our department. Sigh. We are also already preparing for the holiday season, are updating our online store next week, and will be updating it again in two months. I am behind on those projects, but at least I'm about caught up on one or two other rather large ones. It's all about give-and-take. At least my job is never boring :) And it's a good thing that September is historically slow at DG (school starts up and parents no longer have to worry so much about entertaining their children during the day--a great month to have the museum practically to yourselves if you're thinking of visiting), so that I'll have time to catch up on everything and train others in the tasks that only I currently know.
Well, I'm off to read for a bit, and then hopefully I'll be able to rest. At least I shouldn't have any problems falling asleep tomorrow night. Then again, if I do, at least I won't have to get up on Saturday until noon or so. It's all about counting your blessings I suppose :)
Monday, July 20, 2009
Stay-cation Day One
May and June (especially June) were intense months between remerchandizing the store, and then in prep and completion of June Inventory. After the hard work, both physical and mental, of June inventory, though, my sleep and eating habits were out of whack. I started eating too much after several months of tapering it down. I had one nightmarish migraine that week. While I do get chronic migraines, I go through phases with them, and I guess this marked the start of a new round.
I had another minor migraine about two days after that one, and had another huge one last Monday. I've been up and down physically this last week, and after two back-to-back twelve hour shifts, I guess my body decided to protest yet again. Yesterday saw the start of my most recent migraine, which didn't end until this afternoon. Sigh.
Having said all of that, however, I am very much looking forward to breaking the cycle, and am going to use this week to do it. Back to a regular sleep schedule. Clean the bedroom, get rid of all of the crap on the floor. Exercise, prepare actual meals. Most of all, just let my body recouperate, and get back the reserves that I finally burned through as of two days ago. Wish me luck!
I did enjoy going to FHE tonight. I was recently called as a group co-chair, and so now have no excuse for missing :) We went to Brother and Sister Mayer's house. Brother Mayer is a counselor in the Holladay 29th ward. We had a great lesson & discussion on Our Refined Heavenly Home from the Ensign. I get to give the lesson next week, good thing I'll have time to prepare :)
On a final note, a big big BIG thanks to my brother-in-law Chris for taking my car apart and putting it back together. Once again, you are Amazing :)
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Constant Transitions and Squeaky Wheels
This is such a time.
Rather dramatic, right? Sometimes I let myself think so. I have a great tendency to over-analyze many a situation I find myself in. I subconciously (and, yes, conciously) exaggerate my position, as we all do to some degree or another. It probably doesn't help that many of the books I read feature so prominantly on one character, with reference their companions or enemies, that little attention is spared for background characters past some small desire of or service to the "hero". As the main character in my own narrative, I also at times lose sight of the bigger picture. Let's face it, who doesn't? Am I the hero, though? Time will tell, I suppose. For now I'm sticking with my parents as my heros.
As for the changes that lead to this, well, ramble, rant, hot air, they are many and yet oh so few. First: I have been released from my calling as Literacy Specialist at church, and been called to be an FHE group leader. I think that Brother Boulter finally got his wish, as he has been encouraging me to be more social for over a year :) I have to say that I am slightly intimidated, but I hope, with the Lord's help, to rise to the challenge.
One thing should help to some degree, and that is that, with Lisa and Christian (and, it must be said, Dalton) moving out, I will be moving into the back of the house- what now amounts to a full apartment. This second change is the one that I am most immediately excited for, as I will have four rooms and several closets to spread out into from my current one room, one closet personal area. While I will be leaving behind my very pretty purple room, I believe it's worth the sacrifice :) I am still slightly lacking in furniture, but thanks to the acquisition of a couch from Amy (thanks again!) and the return of a very good coffee (or in my case hot chocolate) table from Sarah (my thanks to you as well), my space will definitely be less barren. My continually increasing book collection will also go a long way to filling the space, I'm sure. I love books :)
The third change. Ah, the third change. The one that I have been the most dramatic about stems, as usual, from my job. For starters, Inventory is finally complete. So much learned, and progress was, I feel, made. I spent a very good portion of June practically running around in circles trying to prepare for it, and then the first week of July recovering from it. The entire two weeks prior to June 30 were spent in as much preparation as possible, though we often found ourselves righer tightly-staffed. I was somewhat frazzled, I must confess, but I have learned a great deal, which shall stand me in good stead for next year's inventory and also for other similar circumstances.
June 30 saw me arriving at work at 9 am as usual. I finished cleaning all of the inventory areas, including sweeping the floors. I took a fifteen minute break to run to the food court for lunch, and then forged ahead. From 1 pm to 11 pm I had a couple of minutes to myself at a time, I spent so much time running around. Far from alone, though. Mike and Joe were there just as long, and the rest of the retail department weren't so bad either ;)
Thursday dawned much earlier than I wanted it to, but at least it was a productive day. I was sore from the day before, but was at work by about 7:15 to help Julie import the counts from the inventory company. The computer program was down for the first several hours, but we prevailed. Sadly, were things that were missed or mistaken on. I spent the rest of the day, with a break for a physical therapy appointment, going through the over 150 pages of our inventory list to determine what items needed to be re-counted and adjusted. It took me until the end of that day to go through the list, and then to determine just where some of the items were. I was tired.
It showed quite prominantly the next day. I awoke with a headache. Oh dear. I made it to work, but was sent home shortly after noon as I was quite obviously (at least to my coworkers) unable to continue. Only on the way home did I realize how bad off I was, as I was finding it hard to keep my eyes open and my mind focused on driving. I spent the rest of the day in bed. I couldn't even watch my favorite tv shows, though they didn't even come on until after I had already slept for about 9 hours. Sigh.
I was able to make it to work the next day, though, and complete the inventory recounts and adjustments (with much help again from Joe and Mike). I was then able to enjoy a family barbeque, a long nap, and finally fireworks on the 4th of July. Monday and Tuesday saw the final recovery of my sleep schedule and blood sugar levels to normal. Fortunately I also have a week-long "stay-cation" in two weeks, a much needed break from work right before the next big change there- Nate is leaving DG. After working for the museum for, what is it, four years? he is moving on to bigger and better things. With his departure, the entire dynamic of our department will change. New people will come in, tasks will be shuffled around a bit, and someone will have to learn how to juggle :)
What does this incredibly long-winded post have to do with squeaky wheels? Nothing, really, except that my thought process was kindled today when I took advantage of the perfect weather to take my infant nephew on a walk, my monologue accompanied only by the squeaky wheels of his stroller. And there you have it.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Root Canals and Project Gutenberg
Now on to more fun topics. Here in ye' olde United States, the copyright on books runs out after (I think) about 150 years, meaning that any book published more than 150 years ago is now in the public domain and can be published/reproduced by anyone. Enter Project Gutenberg. The source of free ebooks from authors such as Jane Austin, Shakespeare, Tolstoy and more. I spent at least an hour last night downloading over fifty classics. I started reading The Old Curiosity Shop by Charles Dickens, but I'll have to put it on hold until the next book for our book club is chosen. Now that I've finished the most recent Brandon Sanderson book, I'll be reading Yearning for the Living God, by F. Enzio Busche.
Speaking though of Brandon Sanderson, I had the opportunity to go to a reading/signing of his at the Barnes and Noble at Jordon Landing with my friend Rebecca from work. He did a reading from The Way of Kings, to be published some time next year, and from Alcatraz vs. the Knights of Crystallia, the third book in the most hilarious series of odd magics ever :) I won a medallion with the sixteen allomantic medals from his Mistborn series, and got his autograph on copies of Warbreaker (the new one I just finished) and on Elantris, his first book. Brandon Sanderson is the author that has been chosen to finish Robert Jordan's Wheel of Time series. You can download a free copy of Warbreaker from his website, though I definitely think its worth having the hardback.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
High Time
At work, we learned mid-March who our new supervisor would be (for those of you who don't know we waited for around 5 months for this answer)-his name is Mike Picardi, and as far as I'm concerned he couldn't be more welcome!! While I did apply for the job, I had reached a point where I just wanted the question answered! I also admit that it was something of a relief- while I believe that I am capable of doing the job, I had hit a high-stress point in my life and was ready to let some things go. Now I can enjoy my job and not worry so much about possible drama, both within my department and without. I do have to say though that it is rather interesting to train your own boss.
At home, I've been babysittting my nephew Dalton every Wednesday (well, more often than not). What a cutie!! He's filled out quite nicely and has most definitely grown. As much as I love taking care of him, though, I recently decided to try to take a day off last week for a break. What an ordeal-not getting the time (thanks, Sarah!), but what happened with it.
Even with another person working in our department, until he is trained there's only so much he can do. I have recently had to pick up extra hours for various reasons-staff absences, getting backed-up on processing paperwork, the museum being very busy due to Spring Breaks across the state. After working a few overtime hours a week for several weeks, it ended with working a total of 15 overtime hours in one week. Wowzer. While I appreciate getting the work done, and I know I'll appreciate the paycheck when I get it, by Saturday I was quite drained. I slept in on Sunday, broke down a bit, regrouped my emotions and faced Monday with a positive outlook.
On Tuesday morning my mom helped me take my car to the shop to get it through safety and emissions. My dad kept me updated on the repairs, etc, and we were able to get it through the tests, fix an oil leak (knock on wood-still testing the results on that one), and get the registration renewed. I got off work at 4 pm, made it to the shop by about 5 pm (give or take), and was home before 6 pm. I knew before leaving work that something wasn't quite right- I felt a bit light-headed and weak. I chocked it up to the week before. At the shop, however, I knew something more was up. By the time I made it home, I decided it was time to find ye olde thermometer. My average temp is somewhere between 97.6 and 97.8 degrees- I had hit 99.4. A bit of a fever, but not much, right? Within one hour I was up to 100.7. At this point (obviously not thinking entirely straight, but erring on the side of caution (ok, probably paranoia)) I asked my dad to check in on me occasionally, and then added a blanket or two to the bed and more or less crashing. Before I fell asleep for the night I was up to 102.7. My throat was killing me, and I just couldn't get warm.
Fortunate I suppose that I had previously asked Lisa, Dalton's mom, for a "day off", right? I spent the entire next day in bed. I got up a couple of times knowing that I needed to eat something, despite having no appetite whatsoever. I ended up with a package of Ritz crackers. I think I remember making Ramen that night, but ate only about half of it. I just couldn't bear thinking of eating more. So much for my "personal day" that I was going to spend out doing whatever the heck I wanted. Though it really was fortunate that I wasn't depended on to care for Dalton that day. Thanks again for the Nyquil, mom.
The fever finally left around 4 am Thursday morning. I was scheduled to work, but called Mike and got permission to only come in for our scheduled meeting. Thank goodness-my throat was still absolutely killing me. I spent the morning in various pursuits while recovering-taking my brother to school when my dad didn't have keys, weighing in at Weight Watchers (I lost 6.6 pounds last week!), and then driving up to my favorite restaurant for breakfast/lunch before the meeting in hopes of gathering some sort of energy. Sadly, Litza's wasn't open yet. I then went to the Gateway and killed the pre-meeting time with some very light shopping and a quick trip to the food court. I guess it was a good thing that Litza's wasn't open as I could only actually stomach part of a cheeseburger at that point.
After the meeting, during which I was mostly silent-being reluctant to talk due to my throat, not lack of opinion-I finally made it back to Litza's, starving after having had very little to eat over the previous 2 days. I quite thoroughly enjoyed my meal, and took a larger-than-usual portion home for dad to share. I quite gratefully spent the rest of the day in bed.
After spending most of Friday being weak and coughing a ton, I awoke on Saturday with, joy of joys, pink eye. I went to work nonetheless, being very careful to use plenty of hand sanitizer and frequently washing my hands. Sadly, though, my energy was pretty much gone within the first hour of work. I set up an appointment at my clinic for just after noon and left work as soon as Nate got in. No wonder I was so tired- my blood pressure was way low! They tested me for strep. Even though the rapid test was negative, I was treated for it anyways, along with getting a prescription for the eye. Oh joy. I spent the rest of Saturday and most of Sunday in bed, hacking up lungs left and right.
Finally on Monday I was feeling ok-I kept hydrated, and was also grateful to find out I didn't have strep when the more reliable 48 hour culture was also negative. I spent the day getting caught up on paperwork...again. I guess its a good thing that its actually my favorite part of my job :). Today I spent doing other office work that has been waiting a very very long time to be worked on, and anxiously checking ups.com.
Why check ups.com? I was tracking a package, of course. What package? The package containing my new toy-an Asus Eee PC 1000 HE netbook :) In otherwords, its a 10 inch laptop. Yay! It's not meant for gaming, or heavy-duty processing, but for basics its perfect! I mostly want it for internet and basic word processing, and possibly for music. It has built-in wifi and bluetooth, a webcam, and a 160 GB hard drive :) Even better, its a cool shade of blue! ;) There was a fair amount of drama initially-I had incorrectly installed the upgraded RAM I got for it. Not until I had let it sit for a few hours could I come back to my broken toy to fix it. I'm just glad that I figured it out.
So far so good-anyone with questions about my netbook, feel free to ask! Chances are I'll probably even have it on hand and can show you personally. Right now I'm trying to run down the battery before charging it again- I'm at 51% with almost 4 hours remaining.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Butterflies, Birthdays and Books

Friday, February 20, 2009
Of Babies and Butterflies, Busy Days and Books

This one is Dalton the day after he was born, shortly before going home from the hospital.

Courtesy Michael's cell phone
As I have Wednesday's off, I have the great privilege of babysitting Dalton every Wednesday starting next week, as Lisa will be going back to work. More updates there to follow :)
About two and a half weeks ago I brought home something I never thought would enter this house-butterflies. Well, caterpillars to be exact. We carry a product called "Live Butterfly Garden" by Insect Lore at work and recently placed an order so that we'd have it in stock for the spring. In the catalogue it stated that a free live butterfly garden was included for display with an order of twelve or more. We placed our order for twelve, me suspecting that the display would only include some sort of set-up of the kit and information on getting the butterflies. That is until we received a package stating "Live Butterflies Open Immediately." You can imagine my surprise. I thought that there were actual butterflies in there, though how someone could ship them is beyond me. Nate and I cautiously opened the package in a closed room to discover the caterpillars in a nicely sealed container. Our boss would not allow live butterflies, and so I brought the package home in excitement.

As cute as they were to begin with, those caterpillars got huge! After about 10 days or so they formed their chrysalids (cocoons) and are now hanging on the side of the net, where they shall remain for a few more days (the stage lasts between 7 to 10 days) before becoming Painted Lady Butterflies. I confess I'm at something of a loss of what to do with them after they emerge-you can't release them until the temperature is above 55 degrees. Maybe I'll give them to Michael...
More pictures will be posted soon :)
Work continues to be busy. Not that we have a lot of guests every day, but there is much to be done in my department and only a handful of us to do it. This last weekend was President's Day weekend. Most people see it as a break-and so as something of a tourist destination we of course were rather busy. I worked from the Thursday before all the way through Tuesday, including all three days of our busiest weekend. Saturday, courtesy a snow storm in the morning and Valentine's Day in the evening, was not as busy as we had anticipated. We were able to get a fair amount of cleaning in, particularly in the office. I now have a much more efficient way to store the paperwork I process next to the computer I always use. Yay! It does make it much easier to organize myself and keep track of what I'm working on.
Kim called me on Sunday morning, asking to trade shifts with me-her Sunday for my Friday. I haven't had to work a Sunday in about four or five months, and so agreed. Jessica, Morgan and I were able to sell 20 memberships that day-a rather impressive number for a Sunday, if I do say so myself. Still, it took its toll. Monday, President's Day, was about as busy as I had anticipated it would be. Not as busy as last year, but definitely busier than normal. We processed more admissions and memberships in the first two hours than we often do on an average weekday. We had a total of 2021 admissions and sold 45 memberships that day. Fortunately we were adequately staffed, if a bit tighter than what I would have like. Oh the joys of working in a recession. Still, I know that I have learned a great deal more in taking over many of the tasks that would not have fallen to me had we still had a manager. I process all of our department's paperwork, as well as the orders from our online store, among other things. As most of you know, I have applied for the Retail Supervisor position, along with Nate. No word yet, but I believe it will be resolved in the next couple of weeks.
Not to be outdone by her new young cousin, here is a video I just received of my niece, Jane. Forwarded to me by Michael, who got it from our sister Laura, Jane's mom:
I dare say she's the cutest niece I have ;)
So after having a very long week, I decided that today would be a good day-a day I could relax and do whatever I wanted to do and not worry about work. I slept for around 9 hours, had a leisurely morning, and then took myself to two movies-Inkheart and Taken. Inkheart was very cute, one that I will most likely own someday. I then had almost an hour between movies, during which I called my dad and then relaxed in the food court of the Jordan Commons' food court..plaza..area.. and read a new book. Quite an interesting place to read, I dare say. But then I've trained myself to read in any number of places and situations by virtue of much practice ;)
Taken was a rather more extreme version of the movie I thought it would be. Five years ago it would have been rated R. Very testosterone-driven, it is about a retired spy who's daughter gets taken while she is vacationing in Paris. Using all of his incredible talents, he hunts down not only the ones who took her, but the ones who later bought her from the female-traffickers who took her to the people who bought her, leaving the wreckage and the dead in his wake. This movie had a much more "real" feel to it than other spy/assassin related movies and shows I've seen. Despite it being very well made, I will nonetheless probably never watch it again.
Not quite yet ready to make my way home, I decided to go to the dollar theatre and see what was playing there. Not being interested in waiting over an hour for either of the shows I was interested in, I went to the Century movie theatre in Sandy instead. Not wanting to wait for any of those movies either, I ended up spending a bit of time at Barnes and Noble. One of my favorite places :) I wandered around a bit, finally purchasing a novel-writing kit by Chris Baty, founder of Nanowrimo, in anticipation of my participation this upcoming November. I also purchased the newest Trudi Canavan book-a bit of a stretch for me, but as the cover and actual book were both done in purple and white, it was obviously meant to be. It also helps that it's set in the same world as her Black Magician trilogy, of which I am a fan. After stopping in the cafe for a hot chocolate and a fresh chocolate chunk cookie, I finally made my way home, relaxed, refreshed, and ready for tomorrow.